I haven't deleted the account, I've just been turning it off for a week at a time. I might try checking back once a week unless that gets out of control. Those of you who are actual friends know how to reach me, and a couple have, which is why I'm writing this. I don't want anyone to worry.
I'm making myself read more. Even writing a bit. Trying to reestablish good habits. I might even start blogging again.